As I have been considering the past and present situation(s) I can’t help but think of all those whom I love and have loved here in the Texoma Area, in California, and other various places of the world. There are so many family members, friends, and students who have impacted my life and who hold special place in my heart. …I Love Them! I Love You (you know who you are)!

But what overwhelms me is that I have the capacity for more. I in myself have not the energy or imagination to love even 4 or 5 people…But there is an amazing miracle that happens when you look through Christ’s eyes. His love is boundless. He has placed within us all the desire and ability to love others. But it remains a mystery to me how and why this is even possible for me personally.

I am saddened at the thought of leaving my chitlens from BBSM. I love them each for their unique personalities and dreams. I will not stop loving them. *Here is where it gets complicated.* I am now (with Ryan and Ryland) entering a new state, a new church, and a new student ministry. With this new relationships will come. Some have already begun.  I will/do love these people from Maryland, and  AMBC. I will not replace or exchange these relationships. They each have a place in my heart and life. How and why there is room I can’t explain, but it is true.

I am so thankful that our God has created this miracle of loving the masses within us. Replacement love would be so terrible. 

God is Love! This is TRUTH. And as is true of many truths it is a mystery and a miracle…because our God is infinate.